this is my new diary
a few months ago i used to keep a diary (on my kindle) wbere i would just dump all my thoughts about just a lot of thing before going to bed until i lost the file. anyway that was a really good experience imo and it helped me think through a lot of stuff and have clearer thoughts but i stopped writing anything cuz i lost motivation...
but i starting this new blog has given me more motivation to do kinda what i was doing but i guess a tiny bit more formatted and more about a few specific subjects instead of anything.
its cool but im scared (almost anticipating) it will die sometime since a motivation (i know ot shouldnt but it is) is for people to read this and toast me... i probably wont delete this in the future cuz im really obsessed with archiving stuff but yeah
if anyone ive met in my lifes sees this im hella cooked i think. what am i even thinking, just sharing so much personal information and stuff... im not gonna think 2 much abt this.
edit: forgot to add but i think it would be good to have like a physical diary then i could practice my handwriting cuz it kinda suckssss
have a grat morning/day/night!
bai!